how proud my mom and dad had a lil baby girl like me.they didn't think yet the consequences to have a daughter like me.the consequences if i can't make them proud in the future.i want to be a baby girl again.so i didn't need to had a contradiction with my parents when they didn't permit me to doing what i like,didn't need to disputing cause of lil mistaken i made,didn't need to study very hard cause they think i was a moron,didn't need to lie as i often do.what i have to do more?if i had work hard but always failed.failed to show them that i was briliant as my brother did.i have no skill to show off,i often got bad scores.i always ask to god in my foundly heart,give me a bright future god.i want to be a doctor.please grant my pray.amen.
in real,i love my parents so much.but hate feeling that i feel causes, when they demand me to much.moreover if what they want didn't happenned by me.
but,i consious that god hermit me not to be a spoiled girl.i must take an effort then HE will give me the answer.to be a DOCTOR is my dream.so my DREAM must be reached by ME not others and god will lead me to the right way.so the doubt in my heart must be killed by myself as soon as possible.
i asked myself to remember this word,i won't make them disappointed.
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