an angel inside them

hey i take a picture wuth some angel who lived in this earth.
unfortunately,they appereance was so far from an angel appereance that you think.
but i have no doubt to considered them as an angel and i'm proud to say like this cause i realize they have an angel's heart.
here are,pictures with some of my angel.


look how lucky i am??!
i can see their smile smiling at me.
they really gratefull for what God have give for their life,they never wanted to be like anybody.
they just wanted to praise God and to be Loved by God.
honestly i got an ispiration from them.
thx indri and priska,my new lil angel sist
thx God for this life.
=)

FUTURE

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Dr.Charolina Margaretha SimatupanG



Oh my LORD I WANT TO GET IT.
AAAAMMMIIINNN.=)

kebencian

Hambatan terbesar gw saat ini adalah
untuk melawan semua keinginan semu gw dan meraih keinginan nyata gw yg ada di depan mata.

dan gw sangat membenci diri gw sendiri karena keadaan ini.
tidak hanya jiwa yg sakit,tapi juga raga.

gw gak mau mengecewakan mereka yang berharap banyak ke gw.
oh Tuhan Yesus bantu aku menghilangkan sikap jelekku.
sebelum semua terlambat,dan gw gak mau menyesal kemudian.

requesting apologize

hey i really sorry for a whole times i didn't post anything. a few days ago i had a mid test. i need to study everytime in home moreover i have to attend in my course "INTEN" three times a week.huff those was a very crowded schedule.but i don't know why it feels differents.i don't want to stop study even just for some minutes.i feel like had a big mistake if i stop it. i was under estimate of myself.i think that i just nothing between my friends which most of them was clever.i dream to be a doctor in the future.that dreams was pure fro my heart.but arround me there are a lots of people with genious brain have a similar dream like me.i ever doubting myself, but after thinking twice i believe god had prepare me to be a leader since i born.
=)

karya tulis

Filosofi hidup

Sudah berapa lamakah kita didunia ini?
17 tahun
204 bulan
7500 hari atau lebih
Mungkin Jutaan menit dan detik
Tapi apakah yang sudah kita lakukan sepanjang itu
hanya menyenangkan diri
mementingkan ego
memenangkan hawa nafsu
tampaknya hanya dunia yang ada dibenak

hidup ini seperti rangkaian yang terpisah
kemudian kita kumpulkan kembali menjadi Satu
masa lalu yang hancur atau indah
cita dan asa di masa depan
orang-orang yang datang dan pergi dalam hidup kita
adalah pisahan-pisahan itu

sadarilah teman
kita tidak tahu kapan waktu kita berakhir
maka rangkailah kehidupan mu seindah mungkin
seindah rangkaian bunga yang disusun sedemikian rupa
sehingga harumnya menyadarkan sekitar kita
menyadarkan bahwa hidup kita patut dikenang
di akhir waktu nanti

berlibur ke bali

bali.

pada awalnya memang gw lagi pingin bgd ke Bali.

walaupun udah pernah kesana sebelumnya.

puji tuhan bokap gw setuju dan akhirnya tgl 26 kemarin gw dan keluarga berlibur ke Bali.

hanya singkat di Bali,tp gw bener2 menikmati.

menikmati gaya hidup disana.

berbelanja sepuas hati,dinner di resto mewah,tinggal di villa dengan kolam renang pribadi.jacuzzi.berjalan-jalan dan terus berjalan.senangnya gak bisa di ungkapin.
pengen bgd tinggal di pulau Indah ini.
=)

uncountable sins and dreams

suddenly i remember a few times a go.when i was born just several years.


how proud my mom and dad had a lil baby girl like me.they didn't think yet the consequences to have a daughter like me.the consequences if i can't make them proud in the future.i want to be a baby girl again.so i didn't need to had a contradiction with my parents when they didn't permit me to doing what i like,didn't need to disputing cause of lil mistaken i made,didn't need to study very hard cause they think i was a moron,didn't need to lie as i often do.what i have to do more?if i had work hard but always failed.failed to show them that i was briliant as my brother did.i have no skill to show off,i often got bad scores.i always ask to god in my foundly heart,give me a bright future god.i want to be a doctor.please grant my pray.amen.
in real,i love my parents so much.but hate feeling that i feel causes, when they demand me to much.moreover if what they want didn't happenned by me.
but,i consious that god hermit me not to be a spoiled girl.i must take an effort then HE will give me the answer.to be a DOCTOR is my dream.so my DREAM must be reached by ME not others and god will lead me to the right way.so the doubt in my heart must be killed by myself as soon as possible.
i asked myself to remember this word,i won't make them disappointed.

vacation during ied day

honestly,me and my family was christiany people.so it's not an obigation to participate in ied day,means we didn't need to go hometown.but,i had an uncle that muslems.so my father plan a vacation with my uncle's family in cisarua puncak.vacation began at 20th sept nite.we arrived there with bad condition,very tired and starving because the highway was crowd.
2nd day,in the morning me,my sist,my mom,and my aunties take many pictures in the villa then,wandering arround villa.and we found many interesting things,like
many vegetable trees
wave water from a mountain
children playground in other villa
that's so funny to taking picture of them.because all my family member was in the pink and cherish. but believes or not we are not take a bath yet at hat moment.ahaha
in the afternoon we go to taman safari..sounds like a child visiting that place but i really happy.giving carrot to some animals,capt several picts of lion,and enter ghost's house(one of the vehicle in taman safari).
third day, we go to out bond area,caled villa matahari.that place was crowded as usually.so we just have an opprtunity to try flying fox.then we walk across a river in that recreation area.in the night we bake some corns to be ate together.these are some picts of what i told.

2nd day morning
in this photo:mom,grany,aunty,sista and me


3rd day evening
in this photo:sista,cousin and me

i can't be patient to waiting for the next trip.BALI i'm coming.hope everything well.
have a nice vacation.

puitis mode on

untuk sesosok yg cepet banged bikin gw sayang,tapi lebih cepat lagi dia menghancurkan hati gw.ini puisi yg sederhana,tapi bukan berarti gw benci sama dia.puisi amatiran.hehe.

i try to make a quotes
to decrease this torement of my hearts
i think i can past these all
but,with humbly i admit that i'm nothing.
then now you just ignore me
it make me realize,that better to burry.
burry all this pieces of fragile heart.
till the time you give me a pieces to complete that.
if not,might this hardship stay in my heart.
and kill me slowly,day by day.

pelajaran berharga

hari ini,apa yg berkesan yah?
semua berjalan datar2 aja bagi gw
ketawa,ketiwi bareng temen udah biasa,stress belajar,ngantuk pas pelajaran dan banyak hal lagi yg tidak perlu dibahas.
tapi ada respect yg sedikit demi sedikit gw dapat lagi dari seseorang.
dan dari situ gw percaya,di dalam waktu di hidup gw tuhan akan menjawab satu demi satu doa-doa gw.baru beberapa hari gw beumur 17 tahun,udah banyak hadiah tuhan yg membekali gw sebagai pengalaman hidup.sungguh dashyat TUHAN YESUS KU.ILU FOUNDLY FATHER.

my wonderfull 17th

for me,seven teen is time to begin to reach all my wishes.

mengapa gw gak nulis sweet 17th seperti yg orang2 juluki biasanya.karena ultah gw kemarin gk sweet,karena gk ada pangeran yg membuat hidup gw manis.tapi ultah gw kemarin malah luarbiasa! bukan cuma seorang pangeran yg bisa ngebahagiain gw,tapi lebih dari 1 orang.ternyata gw gak butuh angan2 akan pangeran itu lagi (saat ini).karena gw udah punya banyak berkat.keluarga sahabat,teman,dan banyak lagi berkat dari tuhan yg bisa bahagiain gw.kebahagiaan ini udah sulit untuk di bentuk dalam kata2 lagi.yg pasti rasa syukur gw udah gk tertampung sama sekali.i really thanks to mighty father jesus.i know you are the planner of these all.and once again.love ya god.^-^

this is some of my birthday photo.

8th august'09,maitrin resto and bar.

*my birthday cake from all my friends

*make a wish

*hugging ii.

*really surprised

that's some photos from a lots photo in my camera.

xoxo.char's.